The Lord is with Me
At the Healing the Whole Person retreat, I felt a grace from the Lord during the morning session on Saturday. This grace began during the first talk "Encountering the Lord's Love". Then, Bart shared his testimony and the part he mentioned about seeing his friends play catch or shoot hoops with their father when they were teenagers. Then, he would go home and be hit with a lot of anger because his father wasn't around to spend time with him. Bart kept saying repeatedly about not having a father just struck my heart because I was able to relate to that. I was hit with a lot heat going through my body and emotions were coming out. Then a memory came back to me and I was reminded of my parents divorcing when I was 9 years old. My father wasn't living in the same home as me but he was still around. Also, I was reminded of my experiences at my friends house and seeing how good their family is and when it was time for me to return home I would be hit with anger and wishing I could have a good family. So, this grace reminded me that the Lord is with me and he will continue to work along side me for more healing. When my parents divorced that was when the darkness began in my life. My journey for healing started in 2009 and ever since then I have received a lot of healing but I know that the Lord has more healing for me. I would like to encourage others who are just starting to look for healing to seek the Lord and to work with him. It won't happen overnight and it will be a good journey with the Lord.
